Nobody had ever convinced me of riding one until Pj came. HAHA. :)) Thank youuuu so much! Though I almost cried riding it for the first time, I had so much fun because of how funny you were when riding it with me! :)) WEEEEEEE. May 10, 2012 — I should take note of that first ride with you! ^^ Pa-isog² pa kayka pagfirst ha.. Nya ikaw di ay tu ang naluya while ako nagsigi rag katawa nya lingaw kaayus imong reaksyun.HAHA :D

And this night (May 14, 2012) was the second time around. I almost puke. I didn’t know what i exactly felt a while ago. But, thank you again for making me feel better. I love you very much. :* And kung pwede, ayoko na. Talaw nku. Pero ikaw gnhan kayka musakay na sad tomorrow. -___- Walang kapaguran? I had headache after it. :| Pero sge na lang, bsta KUYOG jud ta ha!! :))))

I should have brought my camera but it is very dangerous. My phone was stolen 2 years ago tungod anang perya, that’s why double careful this year. ;D

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My First TRUE Love

Listening to this song and raping the replay button hundred times already, this idea came to my thoughts — my first TRUE love. HAHA. Okey, so honestly, I haven’t fallen in love so muuuuuch with a BOY. -__- Infatuation? YES, maybe. Crush? Yes, I have a few. In like? Yes, with so many. :D But falling in love?! The love i felt for somebody now… for almost 4 years was the truest love i felt for the first time. ^^, Though I’m keeping this one before this person knew it. :’)) I don’t know, it’s always been hard to admit because absolutely… SHE is different. :’>

I got it I got it the note you gave me when you left
Mmhhmm mmmmhhhmmm
Still got it still got it lying exactly where you left it
My heart broke in two,
There was no super glue to mend it
Yeah, I was stuck on you
Didn’t know how to end it.
Yeah yeah yeah

CHORUS:
You are my fifth, fourth or third seconds not the word
You are my first my first true love
Sad to say to this very day
Your still the one I’m thinking of
Cause your my first true love

It’s over it’s over
I still don’t even know why we’re over
And lately oh lately
I’ve had those questions on my mind
Mmmhhhmmmm oh
There was no such cure I hate to endure you letter
Mmmmm oh thee only thing that helps
Is my friends saying I can do better
Yeah yeah yeah

CHORUS:
You are my fifth, fourth or third seconds not the word
You are my first my first true love
Sad to say to this very day
Your still the one I’m thinking of
Cause your my first true love

Fifth fourth or third seconds not the word
You are my first my first true love
Sad to say from this very day
Your still the one I’m thinking of
Cause your my first true love

BRIDGE:
I need to surf
Cause it’s killing me
No one to hurt
Love is leavin’ me
I’d rather sing than be cryin’
Over you

I need to surf
Cause it’s killing me
No one to hurt
Love is leavin’ me
I’d rather sing than be cryin’
Over you

I never felt this blue

You are my fifth, fourth or third seconds not the word
You are my first my first true love
Sad to say to this very day
Your still the one I’m thinking of
Cause your my first true love

(Source: memorablelines)

It was a fine Saturday morning. Somebody called me up and greeted me over the phone! :) Thanks to Chiinbe! She started my day with a wonderful greeting. Sayu nuon kyko nakamata. ^^

And so, I told Pj a good morning message, but she said i have to sleep more. o.O Nganu jod kahang pakatulgon pa ko nyag balik nga maglabad na akong ulo ana tungods akong sinus?! So i said, okey but really, wa nku natug, namahaw nlang kog pancit since mana mag luto. :D

Og sa dhang, pagbarog nku!! Feel kays akong radar ang babay nga gapuwa! Si Pj! Ang lapad kayg tiyan nga nagsigig dagkot sa kandila sa cake, si Jedidah! Ang gakupot sa cake nga si Mengel og ang mga nagda sa ubang pagkaon, si Lorivie og Andrey!

HAHAHAHA. I looked at them over the window, para mahibaw silang nasakpan nku sila. ;D Busted na pud ilang surprise for the second time! :)) Leader2 pa gyud ni permis Mengel! :D Aguy. But, I was so happy!

So i thought, didto ra tu kutob ang surprise! I never saw it coming og sa dhang paglingi nku! PAAAAAAKKK! Buak ang itlog right on my forehead! YAYYYY. Ka-langsi nman lang gyud. Bu-ak na sad! Og bu-ak na sad!! 3-hit-combo! -_- Samad2 ghud akong agtang.

Pero sige nlang. Nag una akong dimalas ug adto napunta sa mga itlog. ;D We had breakfast together but Pj has to go kay exam pa sya. ^^ Nibalik ra sha pag lunch and we ate lunch together. :)) og nag chikka2 ra mi the whole afternoon with Mama, Mengel, Jedidah.. while silang Bruce and Lorivie nagduwa og comp! Hangtud, Jovin and Arjaymar came, gi please gyud ni Mengel ug maayu si Jovin nga muabot!

HAHAHA-happy! Apas ang show ni Junalyn and Jingky bringing spongebob nga puto-puto ;D And so ang Succubus friends pud ni abut for dinner nagdag ice cream!! I invited Kathleen and Sheen Bernadit to come. Wee. It was totally my first time to invite few friends. Nya lain-lain nga friends nga nagka friends nlang pud! Katay-katay kumbaga. Though, Emman’s missing, I had so much fun! :))

It is my first time to see my different set of friends happily eating dinner together as a family. :)) Thanks to youuuu all! :) Happy kaayu akong pagiging 17!

From the midnight greetings down to buak itlog pagka-gabie! HAHA. Okey kaayu. :)) Buak pagka buntag, 3 down, buak na pud ug duha pagkagabie, 2 down.. 5 na tanan. hahaha ^^ Og bantay lang lage ug akoy makabaws. ;D

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So we will be turning 15months while I am turning 17. For the 2nd time, we will be celebrating 2 occasions at the same time. ^^ But, only few people knows about it. We stepped one month backwards because of what happened last March and supposedly, we will be in our 16th month tomorrow. But that’s okey. I’m still thankful that your love didn’t easily fade away and for the reason that though, there are still little remaining doubts i have here with me, you always prove to me each day that I am the only one. Thanks for holding on. I love you very much. :)) Happy 15th! :*

(Source: memorablelines)

So is there anybody out there, who wishes to be ME? who lives in this kind of  house with this kind of family? in love with that kind of person? who doesn’t have enough ambitions to impress people? who has friends with many but trusted only some? who is not totally attractive? has no talent? has mood problems? and all?

I’m wondering. Because, I am too jealous with other people. And, i do not exactly think, somebody out there wishes to be in my shoes.

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Just as everytime I think about her cousins, everything that happened on that Christmas day, the Sinulog and all flashes back. T__T  I worry. They don’t like me nga kasi. =__=

Argh, and that day when she’s with Mengel. Kapuyaaa. I can imagine everything bisag wa ko didto. Pinalami keug lupad akong imagination ba. Okeeyyyy, dugay nman ta keu to.  DUGAY, pero dili kaayu. -_-

Doubts. Why are you still there? :( You make things complicated. Nanasad ko ani.

Pwede ma-happy na lang? :(