I’m 18 na.
Mybe i should list what should I do. Mybe its time to have a boyfriend. haha joke. Mybe I could work somewhere, earn money, buy things I need. Be more responsible. Be respectful. Be more mature or even at least just grow up. >.<
When i sleep late..
it means something must be bothering me. Or, it can also be, I’m keeping myself busy so that I can’t keep on over-thinking and worrying about things but still the same. =__=
Kung makalagay ng ink, wagas! Parang walang bukas. :D
Weee first time to vote! :) Success naman. Though, nung unang feed ko, LIKE AKO NAGFEED SA PCOS eh hindi kinain ni PCOS ang ballot ko. Medyo, nakakadepress man.. Okey nlang den, kinain na nya nung si Teacher na ang nagfeed. =.=
And wow, sa mataas na linyang yun, may naunang lalaki saken, nakapagdiskarte rin ng konti. HAHAHA Sabi pa nya “Miss, pakibantayan ng linya ko bili lang ako ng tubig” at pagbalik nya, binigay nya saken yung isang tubig na dala nya. Sabi ko “Eh, sino ba may sabi bilhan mo ko ng tubig, okey lang talaga ako” Sabi nya “Sino iinom nito? Kunin mo na” Kinuha ko nlang den. HAHAHA (All dialogues kunyari bisaya. HAHAHA)
Napakadaldal ng lalaking yun, napakarami pa nyang kilala. =__= Sikatin? haha :) Eh success nman! :) Sana counted lahat ng votes ko :p
To my dearest-sister-friend:
I wouldn’t want her to leave unless my birthday comes. And now, I accepted it. She left us and after the laughter are tears. I haven’t had a friend whom I knew for the very unexpected time of my life like Mengel who then became so close to me like a sister.
She is the first person who open-mindedly accepted the kind of person I am and the kind of relationship I have for Pj. A very jolly and cheerful kind of person, she was the one who opened up my eyes for the truth. Though, there are few times that I always got insecurities on her, I can’t hurt her because of her good intentions.
She is a happy, kind and very brave type of person. I know and I believe, she will always treasure the friendship we had and the memories we spent for the past 3 years of solid friendship.
I really never wanted to cry. I believe in the ability of technology in reaching you. Manila? Its never been so distant. And, I believe in you Mengel. You will always be the kind of person we once knew.
You’re leaving for good and I know this is for your own sake. We will always be missing you. Taas taas pud ang panahon nga di na ta magkakita Mengel. Unlike before na the moment I will text you and Emman, naa dayun mu dri sa balay.
Because of you, nka experience kog happy birthdays from my age 16 until my debut kay cge lang tag baws-baws og making surprises for each other. HAHA mas maayu japun ko mu-surprise kaysa nimo :p
Mengel, thank youuuuuuuu. Bsag wala ka personally for good advice, I will always be strong for Pj and I will always be good para nya. And sa akong gi promise nimo nga mubawi jod ko. I will.
Hope to see youuuuuu sooooooooon. ^.^ We love you very much! :*
Salamat kaayu to everyone especially to my Pj, Mengel, Andrey, Lorivie and Emman! :**** Loooove kaayu ta mu. :))) veryy much.. ^.^
Perfectly Imperfect Eighteen :)
It was a jolly happy birthday! :)))))) Yes, I assumed something will happen but there were times that I get panicked for whatever it is — I dont know. Just when the very moment I woke up in the morning, I was a lil bit nervous what would this day would be like. Maybe, another morning surprise perhaps? I don’t know but I have to be prepared and not to really cry because I already flooded tears last night before going to bed.
