Mybe i should list what should I do. Mybe its time to have a boyfriend. haha joke. Mybe I could work somewhere, earn money, buy things I need. Be more responsible. Be respectful. Be more mature or even at least just grow up. >.<
it means something must be bothering me. Or, it can also be, I’m keeping myself busy so that I can’t keep on over-thinking and worrying about things but still the same. =__=
It was a jolly happy birthday! :)))))) Yes, I assumed something will happen but there were times that I get panicked for whatever it is — I dont know. Just when the very moment I woke up in the morning, I was a lil bit nervous what would this day would be like. Maybe, another morning surprise perhaps? I don’t know but I have to be prepared and not to really cry because I already flooded tears last night before going to bed.
Had my teeth cleaned.. Plus pasta. =.= Another pasta. Wew. Tsk. But after all, I wasn’t satisfied. :( I think I wasted my money. HAHA But at last, I had my teeth cleaned na. :) But not really that clean though
I should understand better. I know. =.= But that’s how I feel and I blame everything to her. Pero hindi ako pumipili ng taong pagseselosan. Except for her family though.
But thanks to what happened yesterday, I was awakened. My eyes were opened to reality hahaha. Was it my fault kung dghan kaayu syag ka busyhan? then ako? Ma busy ra kog computer? Was it my fault?! But i realized how useless I am sa iyang pagtan aw nku. Maybe she was thinking unsa ko katapulan or how useless am I here at home compared to her nga always busy.
Sige lang, one day, it will come to the point na my time will be very expensive na that I can not even attend to you when you badly needs it. I wish to be very very very very bussssssyyyyyyyy and you’ll regret it.
I hate it when she’s happier with someone else than me, when she spends the happiest of her times with somebody and not me. And she’s not even aware, I was hurt with just the simplest things she had said. And she didn’t even care about it. I don’t talk and I don’t text when I’m mad but she doesn’t care because she was just busy all along.
Just busy all along. Ten or even just five percent of her day that I have her time, putol-putol pa. >___< I hate her, I was mad but she doesn’t know unless I told her because she didn’t care.
Can’t sleep well last night. Hirap ako sa kung anong posisyun ang mas comfortable ako. My shoulders are sizzling hot. HAHA They’re burned like toasted chicken. =.= And my faceeeee =.=
Grabeh. Sakit sakit na! :/
Somebody is waiting for my birthday wishlist here. :’> But, but.. I couldn’t really think of things that I am hoping for my friends to give though. I am not hoping for anything. Just surprises. :p Anything given from the heart, the size, the cost don’t matter to me but the value. The more effort, the more I love it. :))
And also, I’m not expecting to have a really beautiful and big party here in the house right on that day. Our house is small and dirty and I am even uncertain if I can accommodate everyone here. I just want it to be special and memorable, then everything will be just fine. ^.^
Wishlist? Maybe if one could give me iPhone, then a Vespa or Vino scooter or a brand new house, could be very exciting. :p HAHAHA
Life is getting so boring and boring and boring and boring after each day… =.= What good thing should i do now?
Coz these past few days, I’ve been thinking about the bad things >.< Uh-oh. :/
Pj has started her first day of summer class today. She’s gon` be busy as expected. I’ll be left here nothing else to do. =.=
Haay. A very plain summer. =.=
We’ll really. It’s different when its the first time. =.= AAAAAAAAAAH Get rid of me youuuuuuu shittyyyyy red shdfasjfdj;lasfjkd on my arghhhhh =.=
This is our second meeting slash overnight together with my case study group on our System Analysis Design subject. Wee such an amazing experience for today but this week is getting high pressure on us: ( wish me luck..
Still bothered by my data structures program..:((
Pray for me. Pray for us.k Fighting!! :-)
Yesterday, that was the 3rd of March, she reminded me that it was one month ago that she had her operation. I was about to remind her too, that it was LAST YEAR ago, that we went to Tambayan with her friends and watched 50 First Dates together, and on that night, we fought and today, (i mean, last year March 4), we were both cold and about to break up with each other until it did! No monthsary celebrated.
But, I failed to say it. =.= I can feel the pain going back if I did. I’ll just try to mention it to her some other time :) I love her very much. I dun wanna ruin everything again.
Number 5 (Born on the 5th day of the month)
You are very popular within the community, you can get things done by just chatting..to even enemies! You have a pretty good business mind, you are often have no-idea what is today is like, or tomorrow is like, you are a person who does anything when your head thinks “lets do this”. You will be famous if you open up a business, get involve in share dealings, music etc..
Very popular with sense of humor ,you are the one your friends and families will always ask for help, and you are the one actually get money on credit and help your friends. You will have more than 1 relationship, but when u get settle down you will be a bit selfish anyway. Coz your other half will have a pretty good amount of control in you, be careful! You tend to go for other relationships! Contacts even you are married at times ‘coz your popularity..
You are someone who get along with anyone coz the number 5 is the middle number.. Changes & freedom lovers you are! You are an explorer with magic on your face. You learn your life through experience and it’s your best teacher!!!
Your best match 1 ,2 ,9. Good match 6 ,8 !!!
Number 9 (Born on the 27th day of the month)
Hey…you guys are the incompatibles people in the world. You are so strong, physically and mentally… You are often have big-aims. You will work hard and hard to get there. Normally you suffer in the early age from family problems and generally you will have fighting life.. But when you achieve what you have done, it’s always a big task you have done! You are so much respected in the community, you are a person who can make a challenge and successfully finish the matter off.
You are very naughty in your younger age, often beaten up by your parents and involve in fights and you seemed to have lots of injuries in your life time. But when u grow you become calm and macho type.
Love is not an easy matter for you. You are good in engineering or banking jobs coz people always trust you.
Your family life is very good, but will have worries over your children. Your such qualities are humanitarian, patient, very wise & compassionate. You are born to achieve targets and serve every one all equally without any prejudice. You are totally a role model to anybody in the world for a great inspiration.
Your Best match 3, 5, 6, 9. Good match 2.
LIKE FOR THE BEST MATCH! :)))))
T’was such an amazing day with her! :) We went lunch together, karaoke (yes, -.- though I suck at singing.), bump cars! Weeee, bibo (we played just a little time lol), max rider (OH GOSH it was the highlight of the day but it was brainwashing =__=, yes, I was just sitting there for like minutes and it all happened like -.- so stressful being in like a roller coaster haha can’t imagine it for real wew). Moshi manju ~ yum! Another eating time and picture taking ♥ Hope we can take more photographs together. Had some Jello and it was all worthwhile :)))